I know you didn't mean it. You had no idea how I would react. & honestly, I don't remember what happened before that moment.

I wish I were prettier. I wish I was more content with how I looked. I wish I was more confident in my actions. I wish I reacted differently.  I wish I communicated more efficiently. I wish I wasn't so shy. I wish I was comfortable. I wish that I listened to you. I wish I wasn't so conservative. & I wish I didn't think so much. I wish I wasn't broken.