Blogging

This sounds pretty weird, but currently, I want a blog. I know it sounds silly because I have a blog. If I don't have a blog, then I have no idea where all these ramblings and writings go. However, for the past year or so, all I've wanted is a blog. Actually, I even teamed up with Mel and Judy to start a lifestyle blog. I don't update it very often. Yet.. I still want one of my own. Maybe it's the greedy side of me that doesn't want to share.

I've  been catching up on blogs lately. My list of blogs I follow on Blog Lovin' continues to grow and grow. Yet, there's still an empty place in my heart where my blog belongs.

I was talking with Mel the other day, and it's silly because I came to the conclusion that blogs are really... conceited. I follow many many fashion blogs, and those include OOTD pictures and various other pictures of the blogger. Honestly, I believe I'm pretty nervous about uploaded picture of myself online. Sure, I've done it before, but it's weird. Ish.

I've decided what kind of blog I want though. I want a lifestyle photo blog. Remember when I used to take mountains and mountains of pictures? That's what I want again. Eventually, one day when I purchase my DSLR (which I know I've been saying for over  a year now), I want a place to showcase my pictures. I want an area where I can document things that I do. A place where I can talk about my daily life where I can look back and reminisce. I want to be able to make time for a blog. Make time for the things that I love, and document my new experiences. I want to document various things like the food I eat and make. I want to show my journey of trying to find my personal style. I realize that having a record is actually cool. My style has changed a lot since middle school and although I still haven't found "my look," it's really interesting to see what I could potentially make out of my current wardrobe.

I want to have a record of my life so that when I look back on this, I can remember what I accomplished in college. I want a blog similar to what instagram does, but with more skill than using a set filter. I want to learn about photography and document my progression. I want a hobby, and I want it to be blogging.

I want to be able to look at something written in my own words and remember my own memories.