Sometimes I Wish

At times, I wish it was how it used to be. Sometimes I wish I talked to people from high school. Sometimes I wish I could keep in touch better. Sometimes I wish I would tell people how I feel. Sometimes I wish I could talk to people differently. Sometimes I wish I could have serious conversations with people. Sometimes I wish I could be bolder with my decisions. Sometimes I wish I was able to stay focused when needed. Sometimes I wish I was a better student. Sometimes I wish I was able to tell people my beliefs openly. Sometimes I wish I was better with words. Sometimes I wish I was able to say "No" easier. Sometimes I wish I knew music. Sometimes I wish I was able to write a song that actually told the story I wanted to. Sometimes I wish people would take me seriously. Sometimes I wish I knew what it's like. Sometimes I wish I was able to sense it. Sometimes I wish I was able to affect people's lives as much as I try. Sometimes I wish it was easier to talk about things. Sometimes I wish I was able to hug someone and really mean it. Sometimes I wish I knew how to ask. Sometimes I wish I was able to run when I want to. Sometimes I wish I was able to let things go better. Sometimes I wish I'd stop wishing.