So if someone asked if I enjoyed dancing, I'd say yes. It's weird. I've gone clubbing a few times and I really do enjoy dancing and saying no to guys when they want to dance with me. And to be honest, I like the attention when a guy even attempts to dance with me. However, today I went to a choreographed dance practice.. and I felt so uncomfortable it wasn't even funny. Knowing that everyone is doing the same steps, and a person can tell if you're the weakest link scares the sh/t out of me. My confidence level went completely down. Give me 2 minutes to prepare a speech in front of a hundred people. Fine. Ask me to perform a dance... you gotta be sh/tting me. I don't think my confidence has been so low in a while. This is completely outside my comfort zone, and the dance moves are a little too sexual for me. And performing in front of people..? Holy crap, no way no way. However, I want to try. I'm scared as hell, but how else am I going to be able to learn to live? Here's to trying new things.