Just when I start thinking that my life and major is way too easy, and that I'm bored of my life.. I can't catch a break.

My vision is blurred, my emotions keeps changing, my stomach and head aches. I don't think I can do this anymore. Hold me.

2:18, homework assignment and a huge paper to do still. Haven't completed anything tonight. Too busy worrying about everything else. Too busy being extremely clingy. Too busy being exhausted. Too busy not being able to focus.
My name is on it, I can't fail. 

Today: Test.
Wednesday: SWOT Analysis, Volleyball paper.
Thursday: White Paper.
Friday: Senior Night.

One day at a time, I guess. 'Gotta start focusing. The semester is almost over this is getting serious. Too bad all my motivation is gone :( I'm not even excited for event planning anymore.. Dang it, what did I get myself into. I'm more worried about decorations and the event going smoothly than my school work. Not to mention AACF Banquet is next weekend, and I haven't even started figuring out food or decorations. Papers on papers on presentation next week too :(

It's going to be a long night tonight :( I wasn't able to wake up on time today, sad face. The current plan is... go to class, then hit library for my test, make a shopping list, then go shopping, be back by 6-ish. Hit the library 'til it's time to go shopping with everyone else, then library again. I guess I'll get some Philz or coffee some time at night. Crunch time :( Dang it, I never factor eating into my schedule.. I've been eating like crap this semester.

Should be getting my paycheck this week! 'Gonna stick it into savings for my camera

Time to shower and get today over and done with. At least I'm busy. I like being busy.